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CAVERN.
[Another encounter with the Shimmer, another round of confusion, frustration and exhaustion. It's probably going to be a fairly unanimous opinion, but Page much preferred the circle of peaceful corpses over the tree of suffering.
She emerged from the river just in time to hear what the Shimmer had to say, and it leaves a bad taste in her mouth. But regardless of feelings, it's probably wise that they don't move away from this cavern for the time being; the fire, remnants of that horrible tree, is providing light and warmth. They couldn't really ask for much more, especially after spending the past week in darkness.
So Page will swim back to the fire, placing herself in front of it and unwinding her headpiece, letting her locs fall free around her face. She's soaked, miserable and cold. As awful as the source of the heat is, she needs to dry off. The last thing she wants is to fall ill.
Not that it would mean much - sounds like a problem for her body. Wherever that is.
You're free to join her, or do what you will; time to rest, before the new week begins.]
She emerged from the river just in time to hear what the Shimmer had to say, and it leaves a bad taste in her mouth. But regardless of feelings, it's probably wise that they don't move away from this cavern for the time being; the fire, remnants of that horrible tree, is providing light and warmth. They couldn't really ask for much more, especially after spending the past week in darkness.
So Page will swim back to the fire, placing herself in front of it and unwinding her headpiece, letting her locs fall free around her face. She's soaked, miserable and cold. As awful as the source of the heat is, she needs to dry off. The last thing she wants is to fall ill.
Not that it would mean much - sounds like a problem for her body. Wherever that is.
You're free to join her, or do what you will; time to rest, before the new week begins.]
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They trudged all the way down into this hole, and for what? There were no survivors. She was stupid to think there would be any. Now there's something else on fire- more lives snuffed out. Why does everything end in fire?
She's starting to think the Shimmer is right. That all of this is pointless. She hates thinking that. She tries to tell herself that it's just the effects of the electromagnetic activity on her psyche but she's not sure if she believes it.
She has her back to the tree. She can't bear to look at it.]
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It's amazing how so few words can get stuck in her head after all is said and done, but they stick with Felicia. And in a way, as much as she acknowledges that this needs to happen, all of it is a shame. More than anything that there isn't a third option to take, and maybe even more so that Felicia's gone and accepted whatever's going to happen as an inevitability.
...It really sucks, all things considered, but there's nowhere to go but forward at this point. Felicia's definitely a little bit out of it as she sets up her supplies for the night, but in the end, she decides to stay by the river instead--notably keeping her gaze on the water, rather than the fire raging before them. Hell, she even takes her socks and shoes off and just...dips her feet in for a bit, pensive.
She's not opposed to company, at any rate, but her mind's definitely elsewhere.]
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forgive me for the slow D:
it's all good, i've been slow myself lmao!
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He himself will sit at a cave wall in the corner. It's weird that he hardly minds being seen in a state of undress. He should, but this thing that is on display is barely part of him to begin with. Nevertheless, he hugs his legs. Once upon a time, that's something that might have given him comfort.
Though he's been lively in arguing with the Shimmer earlier and keen on keeping the mood up during the week, he's very quiet now. ]
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"A lack of existence is always worse than one that's less than ideal"... Hmm.
[Seems like something the Shimmer said is standing out to him. He's still smiling, but there's nothing pleasant in the expression.
For once, he's not going to bother standing guard tonight. Instead he sets up his tent and stays inside it for the rest of the evening. Feel free to bother him if you want, but he's certainly not going to be pestering people today.]
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helltree...
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helltree
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But otherwise, Emma... does not seem to have a problem with the possible smell of burning flesh tree, at least not at first. She continues sitting here and watching this fire burn even after she's no longer really needing the warmth, like as if she's willing to stay up and watch all night until the fire is completely put out. She is frowning a little though the longer she watches it, not really smiling anymore as a thought suddenly occurs to her, unintentionally said out loud.]
... Did it have this same smell back then too, the last time I did something like this? I can't remember...
[... Ehh, I'm sure it's fine, whatever it is she's thinking about, right?]
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cw: synaesthesia (thinking inanimate objects are real/can talk to you)
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Once he's done that, though, he'll be spending some time just watching the burning helltree and trying to ignore most everything that's going on around him, though he's keeping his arms folded pretty tightly against his body and not really seeming fond of staying still. If he's approached in all his fidgety glory, he's just got one thing to ask.]
So. Apparently some of us have some weird physical stuff going on. You have anything that's been showing up, or...?
[He's trying so hard to sound casual, despite the everything.]
water
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As things settle down, though, he ends up walking alongside the stream, looking more thoughtful, and frowning a bit at his glittering reflection. Honestly, he'd found himself agreeing more with the Shimmer than with anyone else in the group this time, and he's not really sure how to feel about that. ]
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Gabriel can't exactly bring himself to look at the burning tree. It actually hits him a little too hard, the idea that there was nothing he could do with these people.
And to make things worse is the idea that the Shimmer is even more incapable of caring about life than he initially thought. Fuck, even von Glower wanted companionship.]
Do you think it's always going to be like this? Arriving too late?
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I really do hope it wasn’t the water which caused all that...
[Once he’s done washing his clothes, he’ll lay them out to dry by the fire. Sure, it... it will probably smell like... like bacon. Bacon is a better association than burning flesh.
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Damn, he still hates this, though. He can’t really watch the spectacle, so he sits with his back to the fire and just kind of watches his clothes dry as he does it...]
...I wonder what our next move even should be. This cannot persist, but...
[Sigh.]